No offense but literally nothing and no one is and will ever be out of your league. Nothing is too good for you. Nobody has the right to make you feel like you are not enough or less than you are, you deserve the world.
“I’m harsh to you for reasons
that I do not know of myself.
It’s not that you did anything
today or in the past but it’s
your face that makes me want
to light my own hands on fire.
It’s your face, looking at me
with love that makes me want
to run away from everything
that I’ve ever grown comfortable
with. I’m undeserving of love,
of your love, of your constant
care and consideration towards
my heart. I grow angry whenever
you tell me that I’m your
everything and that your biggest
fear is losing me - you’re lying
and I know it, because how does
anyone fear missing someone else
over the fear of missing out
on everything that someone else
can hold them back from?
I’ve never been loved like this
and it scares me. I’ve never been
loved like this and it pisses me off
because I know it’s going to be
temporary like everything else
that felt so promising in my life before
you came along with that sideways
grin that I hate to admit that I love
so much, and that I’m afraid
I’m never going to see again after
you realize how much better you’re
off without someone like me
weighing you down from every
opportunity that comes along your way
that’s better than this, than me,
than what we’ve created together.”
